Beautiful You

Have you ever met someone and you just knew they were different? Someone who made the whole world stop when they walked into your life? Have you ever fallen in love? These were things I had never truly experienced until I met him. Things that I only thought I knew of, but meeting him changed everything.

Before I met you, I didn't believe people actually 'fell' in love. In my experience, you meet someone you're compatible with and you love them back simply because they love you, and because that's what they deserve. You do your best to make it work, to bring each other happiness. That love is still love, and it can still be unconditional and lasting. I loved someone for a very long time before you. We were together over 5 years and I loved him completely and unconditionally, he was my first love and part of me will always love him. I don't believe that your first love can be the only great love you have, because in truth, it ended for a reason. I am a wholehearted believer in the phrase "everything happens for a reason". I believe that things didn't work out because I was meant for something better, there was someone better out there for me.

I absolutely fell in love with you. Completely head over hills in love. I didn't know how to tell you then because I was so scared. I had never experienced a feeling like that, one that had completely overtaken me. I wanted to tell you, I should have that night, but I didn't know how you felt and I didn't want to rush things because I wanted you and I didn't want to do anything to mess things up before they had even started. The night we danced on the beach was pure bliss. The way you held me in your arms under the moonlight was perfect. The sound of the waves was the most amazing song. It was beautiful. I knew I loved you then, but I couldn't find the words to tell you.

You don't realize how beautiful you are, really. You reach down deep to help people who sometimes I don't feel deserve you to care so much, but you do anyway. You care for people who have hurt you, people who have hurt you bad, but your heart keeps caring. You don't care how much you hurt, you just want other people to be happy. Sometimes you do hurt people, but that isn't your intent. The people you truly care about in your life were never meant to be hurt by your words, but rather take them as you say them without added malicious intent. You are a beautiful person, and if more people took the time to really get to know you then they would understand. I love the way you push me to always be better, you don't encourage a stagnant life. I hope that I push you to be even better and stronger too in the same ways you do me.

I hope I never know another day without you, you have my whole heart and soul forever.

I love you more than I've ever loved anyone, and I will always love you. I hope you never forget how amazing you are, and I hope you never stop pushing to always be better. <3